Whatever

I dont care anymore u wan to find i dont care or bother anymore ur life ur choice. I bet u even forgotten the day until i said then u remember. I want to end my life thats it.

Dislike being rushed

I tend to find excuses to avoid to do something that i dont want or dont like. Especially i am a person who is so indecisive. Always cannot make some important decision by myself. Is not that i cant but i also need people's advice to allow me choose better.

Actually i dont know what i want

Recently, i read a story about a couple. I cried over this and i am pretty surprised that i cried over it. It was touched and also reminded me of someone used to be important to me. But now, we are like normal friends. Sometimes at least a hi.

Feeling stupid

I want to ask a question. But i knew that i will not have an answer because of avoiding it. No matter how sincere i ask, i wont have the answer from mouth

Goal

I FOUND IT. I will not give up and will work very hard for months! If it success, things i sacrifice it for is worth! Never give up !! ������

Stressful

Tutor told me " It's just prelim and is not n lvls yet! " i became speechless. I felt unfilial for not helping my father. No one helps me and i felt so helpless. Only thing i could do is to wait for the time to pass and study. Mom and sis went over sis like nobody business. Somehow i just wish they were here on weekends and not around during weekdays. It is really getting on my nerves for tmr's paper ..

Move on

I'm all alone now. Mum and sis had gone overseas. Any pain i got to bear alone. Anyway, I am disappointed today somehow i flunked my mtl paper 2 and 2nd may.. whatever i still got to move on no matter what.